Is it so difficult to forget a gal? A gal whom I love the most, a gal who could change mii to a better guy, a gal who I m willing to scarifice everything for her. 7 mths of relationship jus came to a stop jus like tat. I wont complain, cos I noe its my fault. I wont ask for much, jus wish tat u could forgive mii and giv mii a chance. Finally, u made mii noe how to treasure u, and u let mii realise wad is true love. All the tears I shed are not wasted. Is there any ways to bring us back tgt again?
Its alright if u love him and patch wif him. But at least let mii noe. You jus kept mii in the dark without knowing anything. Smses were not replied, calls were not answered, how m I gg to noe wad u wan. I jus feel like ending my life now. You may tink tat I m using death to threaten u, but I m not. This is wad I m feeling now. I announced to the whole world when we r tgt, and kept quiet when we broke up. Cos I dun wan others to noe I have lost a perfect gal like u.
I created a blog jus for u, posting every sweet memories we had, as well as all the negative incidents tat happened between us. Your request for putting a tagboard was done. Do u noe u r the first gal I did all these for? There are a lot of things tat I did for u tat made mii lost another thing. Lost my best friend cos of u, scarifice my study time jus to call u. Time hanging out wif friends got lesser. And tis is wad I got in the end? Is tis fair for mii?
From the first day I saw u, I knew u will gg to be my gal for life. Are all the promises made to each other are empty? Every moment, ur image flashes in my mind and lingers in it for hrs. Every nite, I cant used to slpin without sms u any goodnight msg. When I woke up the next day, it hurts mii when I did not received ur wake up msg. Is our relationship so fragile?
I wil always go into my room and locked myself up whenever my mum asked bout u. I cant face the fact tat we r now friends. You said u accepted Cindy's offer to be a pole dancer at Clarke Quay, you said u r now a smoker, u said u hv changed to a different gal. So u expect mii to believe? You told mii u wan to forget mii, so do I. How I wish I could jus swallow some pills tat could make mii rmb nth at all and start my life all over again. My heart is bleeding now when I m typing tis post. I m lost without u. Anyway, thx for the past. =')
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